I’ve been waking up super early because I just can’t sleep and it’s been nice. I don’t do anything though I just enjoy my bed for a couple of hours. Soon I will take that time to work out and tan though, and it will be equally amazing!
There’s only so much one person can take before they break. I’m just cracking at the moment, I’m hoping to get put back together before I break though, so we’ll see. Then I’ll just be damaged goods, granted I’ve always been damaged goods.
Anytime I think life will get better it gets worse. Fuck you.
ever realize that people talk about you with a little negative undertone to make themselves seem better? this just happened and definitely makes me think a little.
I’ve also been trying to figure out exactly what I’m doing with myself these days/what I plan on doing in the future. Does that involve staying in Olypmia or heading to Portland (even on my own) so I can go to school cheaper after a year.
My rent is too expensive, I have the money for it, but it’s still ridiculous. I really should have thought more when looking at apartments.
Nine more days until TJs starts hiring.
Forget almost crying, the kids broke down once she got on the plane. I’m a big softy apparently.